Friday, December 26, 2008;
7:18 AM
what??? what??? what happened to me?????
y i cannot get what i want???
i've did all my best, but still can't achieved what i want,
what else more can i do???
please, please tell me!!!!
i am really helpless now, feeling scare to go back to my university,
a place where i feel very useless...
want to cry, but there's no shoulder for me to lie on.
want to rest, but there's no time for me to do so.
want to shout, but i can't...
i just......
disappointed of myself...
sorry daddy sorry mummy, i failed to make u proud...
ESCAPE.